I wish you were enough, Not I,
Because if I was given a chance
I know, I would have given myself and more
To make sure that you don’t
Feel the void left by someone else anymore,
But you weren’t.
It wasn’t your fault or mine.
It was just your choice to not try.
You didn’t feel
I was worth exploration anymore,
And I didn’t feel like being under
My constant scrunity to guess-
What I could have but didn’t have in me?
Why did you stay yet leave?
Usually a thousand reasons
Would pop up into my empty head
Telling me how my weakness, my flatness ,
My deepness, my blackness, my slackness
Basically , the whole of me
Wasn’t worth for anyone living,
Forget loving; but yet
Today I am a little sober.
I had been drunk on the idea of love
For too long,
I thought what I gave is what I would get
In love, in life
Forgetting feelings can’t be forged
And yours were too purely there
Non Existent , so obviously
You can’t be blamed.
So now from your stop
I am moving on, and I
Hope to not see you on the new dawn…